Well Ma, Happy Belated Mothers Day!!!
I am going through a rough stretch right now. I walk around with this happy face and hold most of my feelings inside. I try to be Mr. Positive when I am talking to others and their problems, but I don't talk about whats really bothering me because I have trust issues and I fell like I am all alone here Baltimore. I feel so bad most days but I always keep a smile on my face , I don't feel that I am depressed just not as happy as I appear to be. I have prayed for strength to get through my problems but it seems as though I am dying inside slowly. I really don't have anything to feel sad about. I have a nice job, healthy family and my personal health is fine. I just feeling like crying a lot of the time. My emotions are so up and down it's crazy. It may be that I am still mourning the loss of you and George, or that I miss Greg and Ronald badly, Saniqua is lost and I can't help her and last but not least my living situation really really sucks. It feels as though the weight of the world is on my shoulders and now I can really feel it. Well Ma I better get going just had to get that off my chest.
